Hei ppol! let me stop writing about melancholic things for awhile...maybe its tym that I have some fun! YAY!!!

LONELINESS

Is lonely being alone even if there are many pipol hu cares for you? or is it not loving someone? or being left by someone? Is it like hell on earth? or unbearable nothingness of being?

Sa akin, parang drug na sumisira Its like being trapped in a meaningless sturpor of crap falling into oblivion.

Walang kwenta...

Hindi makabuluhan...

Para kang iniwang puppy. Tipong andyan pero wala naman. Ikumpara mo na lang sa isang butil ng sand. Nandyan pero wala naman. Parang lamp post sa gabi. May silbi pero hindi nman napapansin ng tao.

Loneliness is being in a state of overdose with what you have not knowing its purpose. Lahat ng tao pagod na sayo, ung taong mhal mo, iniwan ka na...

In a drim of nothingness. Seeing but not seeing.

Loneliness, pwedeng maging sakit, pwedeng ikamatay. Loneliness is cancer unknown. Cancer that you don't know when you're happy. Pero kapag tapos na ang perya...it will eventuall set in and eat u alive. Then, the real torture begins.

Pero pwede ka pang mabuhay...if you do what you normally do Get to back to your life and its like therapy. It will be painful but helpful. And if help is needed, andyan lng yun...Just look hard enough and try.

Loneliness. Cancer. Parade.Torture. Recovery.

Its a circle where you should learn to eliminate the sides of this foolish circle.Then...

It ends...

with LIFE once more... 

SUICIDE

Minsan ba feeling mo wala nang saysay ang buhay mo? Sa tingin mo, bakit gusto mong magpakamatay na? Do you ever think of commiting suicide?What would happen if you commit suicide to the ppol u love, u hate? Will you miss them?

Personally, I think many teens are rily thinking about it now.

Ako naisip ko na rin yan...plgi ka na lng may problema...sa skul...sa haus...sa frends...prang hindi mo alam kng ano ang unahin...

Minsan tlga may tym na iiwan tayo mag-isa so we can grow up...it is a challenge not a betrayal of sorts. There are tyms wen we are up or down. It's a cycle.

Wag nyong akalain na its the end for you...isipin nyo kng anong mangyayari sa inyo kapag tinapos nyo ang buhay nyo dhil sa dahilang wala lang...its a waste...if they ever thought of you as a waste then they should not have kept you alive in the first place...

Kaya kaung mga tao na depressed dont wori be hapi...

Kng gus nyo ng karamay..and2 lng ako...

Searching

Lahat tayo, may hinahanap-hanap. May time na hanap ka nang hanap, hindi mo alam kung ano yung hinahanap mo. There is a time your wanderings are completely worthless and does nothing but destroy you. It's a never-ending process of searching that can make us or break us. Parang samurai sword na patuloy ang gamit dahil wala lang...

Naisip nyo ba na minsan ung paghahabol nyo dun sa akala nyong bestfriend/boyfriend/girlfriend ay di naman nakakatulong? Kasi ganyan ang naramdaman ko noong nag-away kami ng dati kong bestfriend...pinilit ko xang kausapin pero worthless din...sayang yung effort ko na magkabati kami ulit. Pero at least may natutunan ako, hindi lahat ng tao gusto na forever kayong dalawa na ang ultimate twosome...sometimes we have no choice but to let go. For a fact, only one thing is certain in this world at that's CHANGE. Minsan inevitable talaga ang ganyan, kaya kung pipilitin nating pigilin yun...tayo rin naman ang masasaktan hindi ung taong un...

Sa mga nangyayari sa atin, constant ang searching: search for love, for truth or for who you really are. Sometimes we are lucky and sometimes we aren't.

Sabi nga sa "Broken Sonnet" ng Hale; "Maybe I'm not the one for you..."

Maraming kumakanta ng linyang yan...pero kahit ganun...keep the spirit!

At kung give-up ka na...wag kang mag-alala...

There's always a time for everything...

If...kung...paano...maybe...siguro...sana

Gasgas na tong mga salitang to.Marami na rin ang nkagamit nito pagdating sa mararaming bagay...

Kung pinapili ka kung ano ang gusto mong mangyari ang sagot plgi, "Siguro...maybe..if..." ang umpisa...

Baket?

Kahit ako hindi ko alam...ako rin madalas kong gamitin yan...ayaw mong mapahiya kaya SIGURO pagbabasakali ang ginagawa mo..konti lng nman ang mga totoong daredevil na magsasabing, "Ganito ang mangyayari..." Siyempre, lalo na ang mga may minamahal...kaibigan pa yan or ka-ibigan...yan at yan pa rin ang masasabi natin...

Kapag may nangyari na di mo naman tlga ma-control pero nagawa mo na ung mali parang sasaktan mo na ang sarili mo dahil sa kagaguhan mo.."Bakit ko sinabi yun?! Kung iba na lng sna ung nasabi ko e di..." at manghihinayang ka na...

Sayang din ang energy mo dhil sa kaiisip kng ano sana ung dapat nangyari...

If only we can turn back time...

Kung inisip muna natin ung dapat nating gawin...

Bakit tayong mga tao ganyan?

Kung nasa akin lang ang sagot, hindi na ako magtatanong pa...